rest day

blowing 15 knots now and the rest are sailing,
420s got rest day today. its darn boringg now
no one online, gonna sail for another 3 days then
a day of break and another 2 days and a day of break.

5th fact of life:

when the world has someone else, the world wont care about you.

ggxx the wind is 15knots once more.has been blowing like kingdom come
since day one. i got 3 mins to blog since i'm gonna be sailing soon,
pattaya is freaking dusty and its cold outt at sea some days i even
wear my titanium suit to sail. take care all, bros how ya doing?

thailand

yes im still alive alright.

yesterday we sailed in 14-21 knots
nice wave, abit cold though, still lovin' it.

trng's going well and yeah thats about it

gonna sail now and its blowing 16knots.
keep up the power if your reading this ; )

250th post ( happy week )

crap this is gonna be one long post , last few hours in singapore.

my tapper week has been great , gone outta the house shitloads
been leaving the house as early as 630am and coming back at 11.
averaging 5 hrs of sleep, ive become a zombie with eye bags.

monday - went for medical check up, bought jeans from topman
went home slept abit more, dota, tv.

tuesday- psychology which never really quite happened cos i forgot
that we postponed it, did gym+core. Bummed around the library,
went out with aaron to town had mos then high tea at marriott
with godma mum and the crazyy cuzzies. Rushed down to nsc
to do a last min repair on the equipment but it was good. Took
36 to godma's house then left for ikea, had a dozen meatballs
plus whatever that was there, bought some stuff and got home at 10ish.

wednesday - woke up at 630 went to sch for psychology and physio
then joined the academy for dragon boating at bedok. It was fun
and i used it as my cardio trng, haa im such a slacker. Got to sch
in time for the signing of NSA's, had some photoshoot which left
my jaw aching. Reached home around 10 plus, slacken a little.

thursday - Wanted to do gym in the morning but i was too lazy
met the mates at 830 and left for sentosa and the class had
one heck of a time. Pictures were up in the previous post,
got a cut on my right sole, aint complaining. Went to vivo with
bff to get kang-er-roos chocolates, EH WTF U GUYS STILL OWE
me 2 buck each!. took a train down to tampines, caught The Kingdom
with bff and someone fell asleep halfway through, idiott waste my $.
Bought a card for kang-er-roo and went to print the pics outside
my place. Bought milk tea and i was only allowed to drink 1/4,.

Friday - Went back to school for staff day and soccer boys were
very noisy as usual, was good to see the faces of Roy, Safuwan,
Aqhari, Nasri but PAIMAN wasnt there. I repeat PAIMAN has gone
awol and i dont want to go to staircases to find him, then we took
pics again. Met andrew ,jimmy/louis and aaron, had popeyes at
T1 , lunch was fanfuckingtastic. Took bus 69 home and started
packing my stuff for sea games, slept for an hour and had a
bad dream which still is good. 2 dreams in a week, what more can i ask for.

okay, been caught up with tons of stuff as u can see. Just
wanna say thks to my bros, cycling was really fun even though
two of you nearly got knocked down by the HL milk truck.
you guys have been there for me ,always and could it be because
u guys want something from me after sea games? hhaa just joking la
aaron pan i know your reading this, thanks alot guys and cheers mate.
keep it hanging for another 3 weeks till im back, dont commit any sort
of crime without me. oneforall allforone.

bff thanks for listening to all my shite, i cant believe that you sent 4000 msges
a week and that is quite a feat so i recommend u the new singtel
plan with unlimited smses but only to singtel users. Dont do anything foolish
on the 16 dec till i come back, if u wanna then do it on the 17 dec.
dont do a funeral for a friend pls. anyhow so just KEEP it rolling with that guy.

okay so my preparation for sea games has been great i reckon its better than
asian games last year i believe, been going through a steady program
and i think i'm fit enough to sail 3 races a day back to back in 15-20 knots
and still be able to sail the last race like the first. I did 17 cycling sessions,
8 swimming sessions and 2 running sessions within the past 2.5 months.
working on aerobic and anaerobic fitness, muscular endurance, flexibility.
ok so this is it i guess, this is the final. what ive been trng so hard for.
On wednesday my psychologist asked me what do i do when the pain is
intolerable, i said '' gotta be extreme i guess, I WANT TO MURDER THE FLEET''
I WANT TO RIP THEM APART. I want this more than anyone else.


boy sees girl, boy thinks shes ordinary
boy gets to know her better, boy thinks shes really nice
boy talks to her,
boy thinks shes special
boy thinks shes one of a kind
boy has fallen for her.

NOWORDS BUT JUSTPICTURES

sentosa

let me light up the sky
light it up for you
let me tell you why
i would die for you.

imsofuckingboredcan.

The Basics
Hair Color: thinking of dying it

Eye Color: dontknowdont care

Height: 169.8cm

Profession: bummer/ beach boy

Relationship Status: fuck

Religious Views; free thinker

My Favorites

Favorite Color: i take whatever

Favorite Car: any, i'd love a vespa

Favorite Movie: too many

Favorite Hobby: dota cycling soccer ( sailor's life )

Favorite Song/Singer: trance, cafe del mar

Favorite Book/Author: only sailing books, or sports science

Favorite School Subject: ponning class, something ive been very involved with recently

Favorite Vacation Destination: maldives

Favorite Food: combo A ( bubble tea + donuts )

Favorite Restaurant: dont know

Favorite Animal: dont know

Favorite Store: zhik, keep buying and buying i got ALMOST the whole collection, aint lending.

Favorite Celebrity : sloan

Favorite Childhood Friend: virgil, did i spell your name correctly?

Favorite Childhood Memory: i bullied so badly

Favorite Baby Name: supercheng

Favorite Person In Your Life: granny, she's life basically.



This or That

Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla, cookies and cream anytime over vanilla

Big Mac or Whopper: none, fat food

Coke or Pepsi : coke ( i drink 7up )

Beer or Wine: hard liquor,

Coffee or Tea: coffee to stay awake, tea whenever/ bubble tea, get it

Apple Juice or O.J.: apple

Facebook or MySpace: facebook, dont have myspace

Summer or Winter: winter. when im sailing then summer

Windows or Mac: mac, use your brains

Cats or Dogs: none, sea monkey's the best or tamagochi

Boxers or Briefs: got both, i cant decide which one's better, depends on which harness i wear, kidding la

Rain or Shine : rain with wind, sunshine can bugger off

Chips or Popcorn: chips

Salty or Sweet: salty

Plane or Boat: boat.

Morning or Night: night, confirm,

Movie or Play: i'd rather sleep-in.

Walk or Drive: none, start reducing carbon emissons, go cycling.

Money or Love: love, yes im stupid for that. 160k does me no happiness

Breakfast or Dinner: breakfast must include hotcakes and my newspaper

Forgiveness or Revenge: kill and destroy.

Paint or Wallpaper: wtf?.

House or Apartment: apartment



Have You Ever

Stolen Anything: yeah , got a prob with that?.

Been Drunk Before Noon: no i dont do that kinda shite

Had Sex In A Public Place: dont wanna

Got Caught Telling A Lie: yeah

Got A Speeding Ticket; yep when had to slow down in 20 knots reaching with spin

Been Arrested: nah they're too slow for me.

Littered: out at sea and got scolded

Fantasized About A Co-Worker; thats hot but no.

Cheated On A Test: not recently

Cheated In A Relationship; you help me answer

Failed A Class: wherever whenever

Screened Your Phone Calls: nope, delete them

Eaten Food Off The Floor: thats sick,

Stuck Gum Under A Desk: i dont do gum,

Wished You Were Someone Else: i wouldnt mind having a house like chun's.

Cried During A Movie; am i suppose to say no?. yes

Had A One Night Stand: too lazy, rather stay in bed and play psp.

Other
Describe Yourself In One Word: shagged

Biggest Fear: sharks

Biggest Mistake: living

Your Proudest Accomplishment; i can eat much more than whats proportion to my hips

#1 Priority In Your Life: make sure my ipod/phone/psp is fully charged b4 leaving house

Dream Job: dont dream ( good pay + happiness , i want ! )

Causes You Believe In: cant be bothered

Special Talents: natural at jumping,( not with a lower back injury now. )

Where Are You Right Now; home, with a bout of flu and fever

Where Would You Rather Be; in my bed with my psp.

Famous Person You Want To Meet: sloan from entourage

Place To Visit Before You Die: caribbean

Song Played At Your Funeral: trance, coolness yeah. so dont pangseh

the panadol effect

slept from 947-215am. im awake now at 2.59am.

life gets boringg after a while, when it has no bearings for you
when u walk in circles, when you question all that is around you.
ya feel' me?. recently lows after lows have hit me, so badly i'm
actually beneath the sand now. and i need your hand to pull me up.


had a sweet dream last night,fantastic. what was better was that
i can still rmb what was it. wait,, do dreams turn into reality?

i'm listening to rachel yamagata at 3.12am.

dying flame

its like the whole world is watching
cant i just sit there and stare at you without anyone asking
i'm taking a step back, this is for you.
things wont get uncomfortable then.


caught game plan today, its really nice.
if only..

i'll be doing just fine

just finished studying PE,
stine if i sleep while flying the spin tmro
remember to wake me up ok.

time check, 3.11am

reality; i cant sleep, red bull works so well

exams ; monday-wednesday
gotta pull through now, gotta pull through pls.


life's been life, i know i havent been posting lately.
but some of you might know what has been happening

1. trng's gonna slow down and be in taper mode
2. exams tmro
3. hospital check-up on tues.
4. uncle's in deep shite, diagnosed with last stage of cancer
5. people questioning my social life
6. finding/looking within
7. surviving, hoping , wishing

and so you know life couldnt get any better
but there's always a bounce back ( confirm )

i'm hoping for a better tomorrow so i'll work hard today.
life cant get anymore fcuked.

lets stay in business

say your last goodbye

there's so much negativity now, i dont wanna think about it.
just let me survive the next 15 days. and hopefully life gets
better in thailand. I dont wish to go into vulgarities frenzy.

i'm completely drained, have i done enough?
when i see your smile tears roll down my face.

this is one damn bloody painful decision to make.